'Here I Stand'

HERE I STAND is the extraordinary true story of Jillian Bullock, a young, African-American woman, who grows up during the 60’s and 70’s with her mother, Janet, and her white stepfather, Jake, a member of the Philadelphia Italian Mafia, who is also a film enthusiast. After his death, and when her mother kicks her out, Jillian becomes homeless at age 15. In order to survive the streets, she resorts to drugs, criminal activity and prostitution. However when she gets pregnant at 16, Jillian knows she must work to transform her life, not only for the sake of her unborn child, but to fulfill Jake’s dying wish for her to become a filmmaker and a screenwriter. Jillian fights to get off the streets, kick drugs and complete high school. She defies the odds by getting an internship at the Wall Street Journal newspaper while she studies communications and film in college, and raises her young son. Jillian continues to work to fulfill her stepfather’s dream and dying wish for her to become a screenwriter and filmmaker.

 

Jillian’s story is a raw, vivid, inspirational, and uplifting message that teaches people that ‘your past doesn’t dictate what your future will be’ and how resilience and faith are the keys to overcoming horrific experiences and succeeding in life.

JILLIAN SHARES A PERSONAL STORY OF FAITH, RESILIENCE AND HARD WORK

 

 “I want to share a story about how I had my son, Clinton, when I was 16. I was just getting off the streets, since I was homeless, and I was struggling to stay clean from drugs. I had just returned to high school at 17 and I was in the 9th grade, because I was out of school for two years. Everybody (family) told me to put my son up for adoption because I was just a kid, trying to raise a baby and I didn’t know what the hell I was doing. They told me my son would end up on drugs, in prison, a school dropout, a deadbeat father of numerous babies, or dead from violence before he turned 18.

 

Nobody believed me when I said I was going to graduate from high school, go to college and become a journalist and a filmmaker. Nobody believed me when I said my son was destined for greatness and that his harsh beginnings, (he was born two months premature due to my drug use and being malnourished from living on the streets), and my rough upbringing would not change what I had planned in my mind to do, no matter how hard or crazy it seemed.

 

I have accomplished the two goals I set forth in my mind years ago (former reporter for the Wall Street Journal newspaper) and now an award winning filmmaker with my own film production company, Jillian Bullock Enterprises, LLC.

 

Clinton, who speaks several languages, and is a world traveler, will graduate in a few months with his Ph.D. More important, he is an outstanding, productive, successful, thoughtful, and kind person who does humanitarian work internationally and in his community.

 

I want people to know no matter how hard it is, what difficulties you are going through, or the naysayers whispering in your ears, don’t give up, don't quit, continue to push forward and excel. You are destined for greatness as long as you believe it, have faith, and put in the work to make it happen.”

 

Sharon Lorenzo - I loved your book and I just think that you are one in a million wonderful lady who did it all, had it all, and you did it alone. God Bless you Jillian and you have every right to be so proud of all that you did.

 

Gondell Morris - So awesome and inspiring. Congratulations. Your story is going to help me and others even more.

 

Carla Johnson Green - Jillian Bullock, your story surely helps others. Thank you for being bold enough to share it.

 

Consuela Sanchez - Beautiful story to share how your unstoppable perseverance bought forth determination NEVER to give up.

 

Josephine Jackson - God bless you for sharing that amazing story of how you survived all those obstacles. You always kept the faith that you would conquer any goals.

Sandy Gilmore - Your story is so inspiring, I'm in complete awe.

 

Melody Fox - OMG! This (your story) just made me cry! So moving! I can totally relate; I never used drugs but I had to overcome challenges as a teen mom! Look at you!!! Look at God!!! Look at all the people you’re making a difference for with your creative offerings!!!

 

 

Larry D. Mapp Jr. - You are the rock that most of these young women today need. Someone positive to inspire and teach them what it means to move beyond their struggle to succeed. GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!

 

Dr. Ray Charles – One of my favorite poems is Invictus– “Out of the night that covers me/ Black as the pit from pole to pole/ I thank whatever gods may be/ For my unconquerable soul…” Here I Stand is a portrayal of the essence of this poem.

 

As I read this book from cover to cover at 30,000 feet on my 5+ hour flight on December 24, 2012, I was thankful that the fasten seat belt sign was on, for Jillian took me for a ride … on some occasions smooth, on other occasions turbulent.

 

This book is a masterpiece on resilience, mental toughness, honor, etc. The power of Here I Stand is in the after effect as in the aftershock of an earthquake. No different than the power of a speech is in the impact it has on your audience months later. I promise you this book will have the same ripple effect. I hesitate in using the word “book” because Here I Stand is more than a book … it is life in it’s most real form.

 

 

Carl Irwin – I just finished reading your script, Here I Stand. All I have to say is WOW! You are an absolutely astounding woman. This is a very gripping story and if you can put it on the screen with the same intensity, you will have everyone crying in the aisle.

 

 

Amy Rae – Sometimes being a warrior means one has to summon her own strength, fashion her own tools, and continue to heighten her sense of awareness. It sounds like Jillian found the warrior inside herself and she continues to show others how to find the warriors inside themselves as well.

 

 

Alice Carleton – I would think a University is a perfect place to share your work; we have had Oprah and Presidents visit (Oakland University); you should be next!

 

 

Dress for Success Pittsburgh – Jillian, you rocked! We got so much great feedback about you as a person and a presenter. As it is said, “We will see how our experience can benefit others.” Thank you!

 

 

Betty Lee – Some people may say she’s a bit blunt and doesn’t pull punches, but there’s no denying that Jillian is a highly respected professional and an inspirational speaker, a woman of compassion, who fights for the underdog, the voiceless, and the powerless.

 

 

Steve Jones – Hi Jillian. Wow, what a powerful and inspiring profile. You have overcome such incredible challenges in your life. Kudos to you! All the best with your memoir.

 

 

Clorine Jackson – Hi Jillian, you are someone to look up to. I feel you are very motivated and successful. I wish you great things in the future.

 

 

Danielle P. Dobbs – Amazing life! You seem to be on top of the world now!

 

 

Micki Selvitella – Congratulations, Jillian! Your story is inspiring! Rock on!

 

 

Agnes Zenta – Thank you, Jillian. You are a true hero and a fantastic role model.

 

 

William Windsor – You are a true inspiration to everyone around the world who thinks that they are worthless as it is clear that you have been through some tough situations and gotten through them to be a successful business woman. I live in the UK, but I have so many things I’d love to talk to you about and would love to get the chance to hear your feedback and advice.

 

 

Linda Burns – Kudos to you, “Dr. Jill,” and please keep doing what you are doing to reach out and “affect” those who struggle … and those just looking for someone to connect with.

 

 

Bobbi Robinson – HERE I STAND Author, Jillian Bullock – wrote about the city which I am a native, which made her book even more relational. As I was so engrossed in Jillian’s story, I kept forgetting that this was the same person who sat and listened to my fairy tale life without judgment. This book is a perfect example of how life can knock you down but only you can pick yourself up! Thank You Jillian for sharing your story and reminding people that what one goes through is usually meant to save someone else.

 

 

Joan Bressler – HERE I STAND, by Jillian Bullock, is truly inspirational. I’ve heard Jillian’s brave story before, but this book caught me unaware and I was plunged into her journey once more. This book gives hope. I’m confident it will resonate with many readers. Brava!

 

 

Nat Katz – Jillian Bullock’s HERE I STAND is a very personal story about strength, abuse, dysfunctional families, abandonment, incredible suffering, resilience, survival, and achievement. Told in a straightforward style, the memoir is at times difficult to read because of its rawness, violence and descriptions of emotional and physical abuse and betrayal. In the end, however, the book is about one young woman’s drive to overcome the many obstacles thrown at her early in life, how she developed both emotional self-sufficiency and physical strength to overcome the likelihood of being sucked forever into a life of despair, alcohol, and drugs, and her use of those skills to survive and achieve. A moving story of courage in the face of tremendous adversity.

 

 

Skip Boden – HERE I STAND is an incredible and intriguing story from cover to cover. After reading the book and learning the details from that part of Jillian’s life, I found it amazing how she kept her determination to succeed. Even after all the emotional and physical pain and suffering she experienced, which can only be described as a journey to hell and back, she still came out on top. I admire her courage and tenacity in holding on to her dreams and following them to achieve success. It’s truly inspirational!

 

 

C. A. Webb “Conversations Book Club” – There’s something to be said about the power of believing in yourself. For Jillian Bullock she has been able to deal with horrible challenges in her life all to move forward and still succeed. Part of her journey is chronicled in her book HERE I STAND. It takes you through not only the lack of love and respect she was shown, but how she was able to make the most of difficult times and difficult decisions.

 

This is the kind of book that a young woman can read and see that struggles and bad choices don’t have to be the end of what is possible for them. It is also the kind of book that young men can read and say that regardless of what you have planned for me, I don’t have to accept that as the kind of life I can have for myself.

 

Jillian Bullock uses her experiences not as an excuse, but as motivation for others that can help them not only on their road but give them hope before they make a decision that could change their lives forever.

 

 

Renee D. Crews – Wow! HERE I STAND is a very inspiring book!! With all that Jillian went through it’s amazing how she beat the odds. Could hardly put the book down!! Can’t wait for the next one!!

 

 

Nikki Daniels – I love reading and have read tons and tons of books in several different genres. I can’t remember the last time I picked up a book and couldn’t put it down. Here I Stand kept me up for two nights because I was that intrigued and couldn’t wait to learn more. I am so inspired after reading this book and feel I can now conquer the world and do anything I put my mind to. Thank you Jillian Bullock for sharing your story.

 

 

OSC -This book is very inspiring. It should be required reading for troubled teens. She (Jillian) is a living example of overcoming immense adversities and succeeding in life.

 

Mina – Jillian is an amazing woman. She has been to hell and back. She has enforced what we all know and what to do when we need to do it…..fight…survive and believe in ourselves, so we can achieve the smallest accomplishments and to making our biggest dreams come true. Jillian shows us how being determined, strong and having faith will get us through the darkest times of our lives. God Bless you Jillian and thanks for sharing your story.

BOOK REVIEW: HERE I STAND

Kathy Reinhart, Award Winning Author and Book Reviewer for Inkdrop Interviews

 

A Personal Note to the author Jillian Bullock

 

I’ve finished reading your book (HERE I STAND). To be frank, I devoured it. Many of the requests I get for reviews are for memoirs and I have learned that they are usually either very, very good or utterly terrible. (I swear, I am going to invent a new word to describe yours!)

 

I couldn’t put it down. Your account of your life was real. Raw. Emotional. Unbiased. You were so candid and not just with any particular area of your life, but with all of it, your accomplishments, your fears, your transgressions. I felt as though you took me through it with you.

 

You are such a strong woman, someone to be admired. Oprah has always been one of my biggest role models. She has overcome a great deal, never falling back on the negatives of her early life or using them as an excuse. I would put you in the same category. To have overcome so much, even more than Oprah. I found myself applauding you, sympathizing with you, and admiring you. To find yourself in the lowest place you’ve been and come out of it the place you are now…a true testament to your character.

 

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WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING

Dr. Jerry Lazoff, who read HERE I STAND and has counseled Jillian in the past, offers his professional take on why he feels her life story is such an important book for people to read.

 

 

Resilience is a frequently discussed topic in the field of psychology. Why is it that some people when faced with huge setbacks, traumatic events, or devastating losses are able to bounce back while others are unable to cope and never seem to recover?

 

It is believed that resilience develops at a young age and among other factors, is fostered by the child having at least one secure positive adult relationship, as well as positive experiences in school and/or the community. Thus, Jake (Jillian’s stepfather) was instrumental in Jillian being able to develop a sense of resilience. Another key component was her studying martial arts at a young age and finding great success in this endeavor.

 

As it has been said elsewhere, “whatever doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” This is particularly true for resilient people. It is believed that by going through difficult experiences such individuals develop the ability to cope.

 

Obviously, if Jake had not been a part of Jillian’s life or if she did not find success with martial arts, she would have been less likely to overcome the hardships she endured.

 

HERE I STAND is a powerful story that can hopefully motivate others to recover from huge disappointments, difficult times, and devastating losses. Jillian was able to overcome multiple hardships and through a strong work ethic, was able to achieve many of her dreams. By reading her book, parents can also learn how to foster a sense of resiliency in their children.

 

Dr. Jerry M. Lazaroff has been actively involved in the treatment and evaluation of children, adolescents, and adults for over 35 years. He is a licensed psychologist and is a member of the National Register of Health Service Providers in Psychology, as well as the American Psychological Association. Dr. Lazaroff has been married for over 40 years to his psychologist-wife, Dr. Beatrice S. Lazaroff. Their offices are located in Media, PA and Villanova, PA.

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